POETRY-RUNOJA: 8/1/11

Its Monday again..new week new morning..

Empowering..or dis empowering..how do you start your day..with open fist or a shut fist..
or do you have time to reflect how you even wish to start your day..you jump right at it..?

Aspect::

if TIME is an illusion given for us to live in duality..what are we doing with it?

Definitions...

What meaning do they have on you..that are staed facts..and we can see nothing is static..
so how come we get TRAPPED or we let us self be trapped in various ways..?

I used to write poetry when faced with life s challenges..actually it was a process ..as we all know..

its taken me to see and hear and FEEL the outside/inside journey..of LIFE.

now thinking about this visual side..more so how these inside visuals can become explained and expressed..
it has been a very long journey..seems it continues...seeking form to manifest..
Interestingly the more i been open..the more i find those ideas..been manifested around me by somebody else..mean while i looked for tools to just do and manifest those ideas of mine.keep thinking how come i keep meeting people that have the means funding ..did not have the ideas were not truthful enough to say they needed brainstorming and ideas..only to see it was utilized in secrecy..and what a daunting(as we all see this happen often to people)

Many time it can be somebody near you many times it can be somebody in authority misusing
their POWer place..and when you find out you have been missused..even it comes years later..
this can first create FEAR.
question DO YOU LET THAT HAPPEN AGAIN?

NO WAY YOU DO..you become wiser-who you share your ideas with who you trust and
for shore YOU TRUST YOUR SELF..the experience gives you POWER..

of course it EDUCATES you of HUMAN life in many levels..it gives you TOOLS to get empowered..
and yet same time dig into your self more DEEPER.

Many issues you FACE...

I see countless similar programs with various aspects of same thing..HUMAN life and its potentials
in various FORMS..

The interesting thing here is..What is right for you..

Daunting to see people you trusted betray you..even the people claim not doing so..and the evidence presented.
.Do you think they change no..
they seek others they can destroy..manipulate..and deceive..

Soul path..thinking about the series titles of my ART photos and all this creativeness..ideas..LIFE PATH OF MINE..

With all empowering and dis empowering PEOPLE in it..

UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM..of life...Right now..sparked me to write this content of post..

TRUTH versus LIE

Reflection what all those big words mean in my life..inside and outside..
what is present now and what is real and what is the degree of illusion
who is witnessing and who is the personality ..playing the outside..or the roles..
that are put up..what you see mirrored in people or outcomes or situations in your life..

Thinking about my request for the universe to show me how on earth am I going to fund this ..
what my GOAL is!!
Is and will be..in various FO*RMS
called my life..because it has become a PATH-A journey of course..

But from now on..seeing and experiencing..few more things of how quick all can actually happen now a days..

it has become even more so crucial to be able to discern from all those choices the real once and right once
for YOU (this case we talk about the question of your goal of course..or anything for that matter you requested for!!)

Lot of questions..lot of answers..Bombarded from universe..begging attention.

What if you change your mind..how do you deal with the responsibility of your previous requests
cause and effects of those questions..

and those people if somebody do not want to let go..if they had an intention..and you no longer wish to play on this intention..you played your role in it that time it wa meant to -you let go..but the other person don't..

You get a target for revenge..how petty that is but how often when you start asking..who is really here the responsible person to take responsibility..and still the situation is in your face..and not resolved..

Even you done all -you let go..the other person do still continue to cause you harm?!!

How do you deal with that..? how would you deal with this sort of situation..with all tools/processes..
You are supposed to move to next level of your soul path..and you can't because this person causes you continuous harm..from their point of view..and the BLAME put is twisted manipulated and blurred..

well.. there were one question I asked also one process I understood : taken..where I process all happened
in all multi verses of the universe or reality..MY ART created..always thought why those light rays..are there..
well ..seems fair ..

ABSTRACT..there are other people explaining that in words..all those processes..there are other people
MARKETING those processes..then there are DEVELOPERS of those processes programs..

there are also CREATORS on this planet and reality!!Who are just born to be CREATORS..

One particular sentence in the interview replay listened to Simran Singhs..on New wealth revolution summit searies with the hoast Darious Barazandeh last spring and this summer and fall.
I have now followed true ..bless..

This morning after my second listening..I wanted to go back..it was that powerful..
any ways here is this sentence that caught my attention today..after expediencies..that these Monday morning emails
brought me to..opening them today..once again..

" we are here to "STRATEGICALLY CREATE A WINNING HAND"..

WELL THIS IS NOW JUST OUT OF CONTEXT FOR THAT AND ONLY A PART OF A WHOLE INTERVIEW..

..BUT AS SAID..PUT ME IN MORE DEEPER THOUGHT OF THIS..AND THE RESPONSIBILITIES
ALSO IN VARIOUS WAYS..I BEEN FACED EITHER IN OTHERS OR NOT TAKEN MY SELF..SO

ALSO WONDERED ABOUT MY PHOTOGRAPHY..I AM THE ONE BEHIND THE CAMERA ALSO WITNESSING THINGS..YES AND SAME TIME EXPERIENCING..I LOVE IT..IT ALLOWS ME JUST DO THAT..IN MY OWN UNIQUE WAY ..WITH OUT BEING JUDGED..WITHOUT BEING CRITICIZED..AND IT ALLOWS ME TO EXPERIENCE THE MOMENT JUST THERE BEING ME..

JUST WHO I AM..OPEN TO IT..THAT BEEN ALSO MY IDEAS COMER TO SURFACE..ALL QUESTIONS TOO..THIS IS INTERESTING..WHEN YOU HAVE A TOOL..COMES PRESSURE..
HOW DO YOU USE THE TOOL WHAT PURPOSE IS IT FOR,,

HOW ARE YOU UTILIZING IT..HOW ARE YOU FUNDING WITH IT..WAS THOSE QUESTIONS
GIVEN TO ME..MEANING THE PRESSURE AFTER ACTUALLY UNDERSTANDING IT IS NOT
ONLY A TOOL TO MAKE MONEY WITH..MEANING TRULY..THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT
ARE PRESSURING YOU TO MAKE AN INCOME AND DO THINGS YOU ARE NOT READY TO DO AND IT IS EVEN NOT MEAN TO..YOU GOING TRUE THAT PATH OF THAT..

IT IS JUST A TOOL FOR THAT PARTICULAR FACE OF THE PROCESS YOU ARE SHOWN..
LIKE ME HAVING SEEKING 10 YEARS SOMEBODY TO ACTUALLY GIVE ME
NO..I DID NOT WANT CLIP ART IN MY POETRY BOOK I HAD SPECIFIC PICTURES AND ILLUSTRATIONS AND VISUALS..AND BACK THEN I STATED I CAN'T MANIFEST OR CREATE THOSE I DO NOT HAVE SKILL TO PAINT DRAW OR MAKE GRAPHIC ILLUSTRATIONS..
THAT SPARKED ME TO GO AND LEARN..OF COURSE.
.
SCANNING ONE YEAR FIRST WRITTEN 1996 THESE POETRY..MEANING DID I HAVE A CHOICE..WHEN SOMETHING FLOWS..AND THEN THOSE(ME STOPPING RESISTING THAT)
SAME TIME AFTER ABOUT TWO YEARS THEN IT STOPPED..AND SOMETHING ELSE NEXT LEVEL OF THINGS IN LIFE .

.GETS TO YOU TO EXPERIENCE..YOU GO BACK TO ORIGINALLY WHERE ALL STARTED..REFLECTR WHERE YU ARE IN THE PROCESS NOW AND WHAT YOU NEED FOR GOING ON NEXT..IS IT YOU PATH ANYMORE..OR WAS IT SOMETHING JUST BELONING TO YOUR PATH ..THE SOUL WISHED TO SHOW HOW TO EXPRESS OR THE IDEA..CAN YOU GRASP THAT ORIGINAL IDEA..FROM WITHIN..EVEN IT WAS THEN..MAYBE IT IS YOUR TRUE SOUL PATH..PROCESS..GOING INSIDE AND COMING OUT FROM THE DEPTHS..

CYCLES OF BREATHS..AS IS LIFE TAKING SIMILAR TURNS..AS IS ALL SEASONS ALL TRANSFORMATION PAINS..DAYS YOU SEE THIS PROCESS BEING..TREATED WITH RESISTANCE..AND THEN TERE ARE DAYS YOU FLOW LIKE IN A DANCE WITH IT..

LAST WEEK I CAPTURED A SERIES OF
VOUNDED GULL..AND PURPOSE..YES SEEMS I AM TRULY LEAD PURPOSEFULLY TO CAPTURE THESE..PHOTOS ALSO PURPOSEFULLY CREATE THE ART..EVEN I DO NOT THINK ABOUT "SELLING"/MARKETING"..creating..pressure has been put on me to just
start reflecting on this ...
.
..I BEEN PRESSURED FROM OUTSIDE TO JUST DO THAT IN VARIOUS FORMS..

I ASKED UNIVERSE TO SHOW ME TOOLS PROCESSES AND HOW WHAT TO DO NEXT..
TOOK THOSE STEPS..

THERE WERE PEOPLE ALONG THAT ROAD THAT PARTICULAR TIME I HELPED MANIFEST ALONGSIDE THE ROAD THEIR DREAMS..WELL..one learns a lot in that process.

I AM WALKING ONWARDS..

I HAVE BEEN MADE OFFERS..THAT NEARLY CAN'T BE RESISTED..AND YET IS NOT FOR ME.. NOTHING WRONG IN THAT..BUT WHEN YOU GET THE INSIDE HUNCH ..DO NOT ALLOW YOUR SELF TO GO TO FEAR..AS HAPPENED TO ME..

FIRST..ALTHOUGH I LEARNED TO BE CLEAR..AND IT HELPED ME TO SEE TRUE WHAT IS RIGHT FOR ME..SOMETIMES IT IS TO KICK JUMP..MANY URGES YOU TO TAKE ACTION..
DEPENDING..IF THAT IS THE TIMING IN YOUR LIFE..IF IT IS NOT..THEN ACTION WOULD BE FOOLISH AND OUTCOMES THAT ARE NOT YOUR SOUL CONTRACT..IT IS OUTCOMES OF THE INTENTION OF THAT OFFER..

IF IT IS A TOOL FOR YOU ..GOOD IF NOT TRUTHFULLY..
REMORSE REGRET..WELL ..MAYBE..ET AGAIN WAITING A LITTLE YOU SEE WAS IT TRUE OR NO!!

I HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT TRUTH WITH MY DEAR SON..WHO IS A TEENAGER AND THE TRANSFORMATION IN HIM UNDER THIS SUMMER ACCEPTING THAT..HAS ALSO CHANGED MY WAY OF BEING A MOTHER..A NEW FACE AS IN ALL PEOPLES(MOTHERS..AS WELL AS FATHERS..OR WHAT EVER ROLE IN THOSE GENDERS YOU PLAY IN THIS LIFE..BLESS)

LIFE KNOW WHAT THAT TRANSITION MEANS..

I AM THINKING ABOUT THE TITLES..GIVEN TO THE POEM NAMES..I AM THINKING ABOUT THE WHOLE PROCESS OF THIS ..

LOOKING AT VARIOUS TECHNIQUES GIVEN FOR;
WRITING A BOOK..MARKETING A BOOK..PUBLISHING A BOOK WEATHER DIGITAL PHYSICAL OR AUDIOTARY WAYS.
.UNDER THE YEARS..MY OWN PROCESS WITH GIVING UP ON IT.AND ALWYS GOING BACK TO IT TIME AND TIME AGAIN.

.THINKING..HOW COME SO MUCH HAS BEEN IN MY WAY..SO MANY OPPROTUNITIES I PASSED BECAUSE I LET GO..SOMESTAGE MY LIFE SITUATION
OR I DID NOT HAVE COURAGE TO GO TRUE IT.

.TAKE THE STEPS..EVEN IT WAS NOT RIGHT TIME EITHER..BUT ACTUALLY SEEKING THE WAYS..LEARNING NEW THINGS HAS BEEN INSPIRING.
.ON THAT RIAD..SO WEATHER THE INTENTION WS THERE.
.YES I FOUND MY OLD STORY BOARD CREATED ALL THOSE WIRITINGS ALONG THE YEARS..BLESS..

ONE OF THEM WAS THIS BOOK..DID JUST NOT REALIZE IT THEN..BUT THE PROCESS THAT WAS SOMETHING..ELSE..

HE COMBINATION OF TAKING ME TO THE JOURNEY OF THIS REALISATION..HOW TO INTEGRATE IT ALL..AND THAT ACTUALLY HAD TO GO TRUE THE VARIOUS FACES ALONGSIDE THIS PROCESS OF THIS BOOK..EVEN THEY DID NOT GOIN A PARTICULAR
METHODICAL ORDER IN MY CASE..THAT COULD BE EASY SMOOTHLY..AND HAVING EVERYTHING IN PLACE TO BE ABLE TO JUST QUICK EASY AND BOOM ITS READY..BLESS..

WOULD I HAVE UNDERSTOOD EVERYTHING NEEDED FOR THIS TO UNDERSTAND IF THAT HAPPENED IN A DIFFERENT ORDER..PROBABLY NOT..WHAT ALL IS NEEDED..PROBABLY NOT..WOULD I VALUE ALL OF THIS PROCESS..PROBABLY NOT..IF IT HAPPENED TOO QUICK..
COULD I HANDLE EVERY OBSTACLE ON THE WAY..PROBABLY NOT..

EVERY SACRIFICE EVERY TEAR,
EVERY GIVEN UP HOPE ,OF CONTINUING...EVERY SINGLE BIT OF DESPAIR I FELT ON THIS PROCESS..EVERY STEP DIGGING DEEPER,
WHY ..WHAT OBSTACLES TO TACKLE.. IS IN MY WAY..WHAT TOOLS DO I NEED
HOW MUCH MONEY/FUNDS INVESTMENTS,/OUTSOURCING HELP,
SKILLS EDUCATION, AND YES INSPIRATION AND PATIENCE TO GO ON WITH ALL THIS!

WHERE DO THAT COME FROM..THE COMPETITION..THE EDUCATORS..THE EDUCATION..OH GOSH YOU NAME IT..

EVERY EXPERIENCE..TO CREATIVELY FIND A WAY..TO CONTINUE..HAS BEEN A HUGE CHALLENGE AND A PATH OF OBSTACLES..

THERE HAS BEEN SMOOTH DAYS..
EVEN HOW ELSE DO YOU KIND OF CREATE SPACE FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO JUST PROCESSAND BE IN THE CREATIVE STATE..

..WE ALL DO IT IN OUR OWN WAYS..MINE COULD HAVE BEEN A BIT EASIER..CREATED OF COURSE..I SEE NOW..ANYWAYS..IF BEEN WOULD I HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE ALONG THE WAY..MEANING IF I DID NOT EXPERIENCE IT ..EITHER OUTWARDS..AND INTERNALLY..NO I DO NOT THINKSO..I WOULD WRITE OPINIONS..OF SOMETHING INSTEAD OF EXPERIENCIES..EITHER OUTWARD OR WHAT I THINK OF IT..

EVEN SO THE INTERPRETATION OF THE SITUATION EXPERIENCE..EXTERNAL OR INTERNAL INFLUENCE..WELL

I KNOW HOW IT HAS BEEN GOING IN MY LIFE..THE TITLE OF THE BOOK CAME FIRST..

I REMEMBER IN SCHOOL I LIKED INSPIRATIONAL WRITING..AND ABOUT FEELINGS..
HAD LOADS OF MISTAKES..AND DID NOT PAY MUCH ATTENTION TO GRAMMAR..

THEN IT BECAME MEANING WRITE ABOUT FACTS REMEMBER HOW I DID NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL..NEITHER DID I CALL IT POETRY WE JUST MADE THEM TO BE MEMORIZED BY HEART NOT UNDERSTANDING THE SOUL OF POETRY..

IT WAS DAUNTING TO FIND THE MOMENT IN PAST WHEN I REALIZED IT IS POETRY AND IT IS SOUL POETRY I WRITE..WELL HOW ON EARTH DO YOU GO ON IN THESE TURBULENT
DAYS IN ECONOMIC..ON WARDS WITH THAT..EVEN YOU KNOW IT IS MEANT TO BE..THERE WITNESSING THE WAY OF THE SOUL©..

REMEMBER ONE OF MY AUDIOVISUAL TRAINERS (ADULT TRAINING)
ASKING "HAVE YOU WRITTEN ALL THOSE YOUR SELF..THOSE LONG POEMS;
I SAID YES AND I WISH TO DO SOMETHING WITH THEM..LEARN TO CREATE A BOOK..WITH THE TECHINCAL TOOLS BEEING AVAILABLE..AND ILLUSTRATE IT TOO..WELL..

A LOT OF WAYS A LOT OF CHOICES..AND THE WAYS HOW DO YOU FUND..ITS AN ISSUE I AM NOT ALONE..WELL ALSO HOW TO FUND EDUCATION..IF THERE IS SYSTEMS IN PLACE IN THE SOCIETY THAT WILL AND WOULD CONTINUE NOT TO ALLOW YOU TO GO ON THAT PATH EVEN IT IS YOURS..SO SAME AUTHORITIES..THAT TEACH AND IS SAYING SOMETHING AND DOING ACTUALLY SOMETHING ELSE SAME TIME..

HOW DO YOU PUT YOUR SELF AS AUTHORITY IF ALL LIFE THE PEOPLE IN THOSE PLACES HAS BEEN THOSE THAT ARE THE ONCE WHO BETRAY YOU? AND CREATES OBSTACLES NOT POSSIBILITIES..OR IS IT ONLY JEALOUSY..IS IT FRUSTRATION..OR IS THIS EMPOWERING- EMPOWERING TO FIND OTHER SOLUTIONS..

SAME TIME IF YOU FIND THE OTHER SOLUTION THESE SAME AUTHORITIES..CLAIM
THE RIGHT TO THAT SOLUTION..EVEN THEY IN FIRST PLACE DENIED THAT..THEN THEY FURTHER ON ALONG THE PATH..CREATES MORE OBSTACLES IF YOU ARE TO ASK FOR MORE FUNDING IN FORM OF GRANT OR ANYTHING ELSE..THERE MIGHT SIT SOMEBODY ON OR FROM YOUR PATH THAT WAS OR IS YOUR NOT ALLIES MEANING ENEMY..IN THEIR INTENTION PUTTING OBSTACLES..HOW DO YOU KNOW..WELL

LOOKING AT MY PATH JOURNEYED THIS FAR..
YOU WILL RECOGNIZE THOSE PEOPLE..AND SOMETIMES IT FREAKS YOU OUT HOW NEAR THEY CAN BE..SOME STAGE YOU SEEK SOLUTIONS TO COOPERATE SOME STAGE IT IS NO OPTION..YOU JUST HAVE TO GO TRUE OR AROUND THEM..

EITHER WAY OR STAND ALONE..BEFORE THE RIGHT ALLIES COMES TO YOU..
MEANING YOU FIND WAYS TO PULL THE RIGHT SITUATIONS AND CIRCUMSTANCES AND ALLOW YOURSELF THE EXPERIENCE FULLY..

HOW TO YOU PREPARE YOUR SELF..FOR THE IF THE BOOK IS A SUCCESS...
MEANING THERE ARE AUTHORS GIVEN YOU..HOW DO YOU PREPARE YOUR SELF FOR THE IMMENSE COMPETITION..WITH EDUCATION..HOW DO YOU KNOW THE DETAILS..
OF THE RIGHTS..AND WHEN YOU MARKET OR THIS ENDLESS PUBLISHING COMPANY AND WHEN YOU DO LEGAL CONTRACTS..A LOT TO KNOW..

I REMEMBER ASKING THESE QUESTIONS..AND ASKING FOR HELP..SO MANY TIMES..SO MANY TIMES..OH BOY WHAT A JOURNEY IT HAS BEEN..HOW MANY TIMES I BEEN DENIED HELP HOW MANY TIMES I BEEN FOOLED HOW MANY TIMES I HAD TOO MANY ROSE-COLOURED GLASSES ON ME..WELL EVERY DISCOURAGEMENT GETS ME MORE DETER MEND DETAILED..KNOWING THE IMPORTANCE OF POSITIONING..GETTING ME MORE CONFIDENCE..SKILLS EDUCATION AND EXPERIENCES OF COURSE..

NO I DO NOT WISH TO BE A JOURNALIST..AT ALL..NO OFFENCE TO ONCE THAT HAVE CHOSEN THAT CAREER..PATH..

OH LIKE THIS..DO NOT WRITE WITH CAPITAL LETTERS;
ALL THE DIFFERENT POLICY PRACTICES...
ITS SHOUTING..WELL ..

HEH HEH HA HA HA.
DO YOU NOT RAISE YOUR TONE OF VOICE SOMETIMES...TO GET THE POINT A CROSS..
OR YOUR MESSAGE TRUE ..

.JUST FOR ME IT IS IMPORTANT..AND MANY TIMES..I LIKE WRITING IT IS SEEN MORE CLEARLY ON THE SCREEN..NOT SHOUTING..BUT IN A SENCE OF COURSE..ALL WRITERS HAS A POINT OR ASPECT THAT THEY WISH TO BE HEARD SEEN OR NOTICED. THINKING ABOUT WHY AND TO WHOM I WRITE..IS IT JUST TO REFLECT AS JOURNAL MY PATH..

DO I TRULY WISH TO PUBLIHS THIS TO PEOPLE..THE FEAR OF BEING RIPPED CRITIZIDED JUDGED YET AGAIN..BLESS..DO I TRULY WANT THAT HAVING MY SOUL AS BEING OOPEN AND TRUE ALL THOSE EXPERIENCIES OF BEING BETRAYED HURT HUMILIATED..AND WITH ALL FAILURES..SCARCITY EVERYTHING..DO ISTILL WIHS TO PUBLISH MY CREATIONS..AND BE SEEN..?

AND WHY?
I MADE A GREAT MANY QUESTIONS TO ANALYSE..SOME MIGHT FREEZE TO INACTION..SOME SPARKS ME TO GO AND ANALYSE AND KNOW WHEN ..AND HOW TO MAINTAIN..NOT NECESSARY HOW THE EXPERIENCE WOULD BE.EVEN YOU CAN VISUALIZE YOUR SELF OR SEE YOUR SELF ON THIS PATH AND VARIOUS ASPECTS OF IT..
CAN IT TRULY THOUGH EVEN CREATED..HAVE ANUTHING TO DO WITH THE REAL EXPERIENCE OF IT..

SO MANY TIMES..THE FEELING HAS ITS OWN WAY..THE REALITY IN DUALITY SHOWS SOMETHING ELSE AND THE PERSONALITY OR ROLE WHO EXPERIENCES THIS SOMETHING ELSE..

..OH AND SOMETHING BEYOND THAT..TOO..WISER MORE UNDERSTANDING..
PATIENTLY LOOKING , PACING MY SELF...
WAYING THINGS..IN LIFE..HOW IMPORTANT IS IT TO PUSH..FORWARDS..
DOES THIS DECISION -CHOICE;CONTRACT OR EXPAND ME MY ENERGIES.
..IF I TAKE THIS AND THIS STEP NOW OR LATER..DOES THIS SPARK ME TO ACTION..POSTITIONING ME OR SEEK MORE SKILLS EDUCATION OR DO I HAVE TO WAIT ..ARE THE PROCESSES PROGRAMS TOOLS RIGHT FOR ME..

YES I KNOW THERE IS A SIMPLE WAY TO PROCESS..AND YET THERE IS;
ONCE OWN WAY TO PROCESS,
MANIFEST AND GIVE FORM TO AN IDEA.

MEANING OF PURPOSE..
WHO DO YOU WRITE/CREATE TO....

.IS IT A SERVICE OR IS THIS ALL HOW YOU WRAP IT UP AROUND YOUINCLUDING EVERYTHING TO BE A PRODUCT OF YOUR OWN AND AWAY OF YOUR TRUE SOUL PATH..OR IS IT INDIVIDUAL PRODUCTS..YOU CREATE OR THE GENERATING OF IDEAS AND OTHERS CREATE THOSE FOR YOU..WELL MANY QUESTIONS..HOW DO YOU CHOOSE THE RIGHT TEAM AND COMPANY FOR THOSE..AND WHEN IT IS GLOBAL NOW ADAYS THE LAWS..THE RESALE RIGHT,
THE EDUCATION WHEN IT BECOMES ANYTHING TO DO WITH MONEY../FUNDING MARKETING.TAX ISSUES.

EVEN SEEMS WHEN IT IS A HOBBY ..OR VOLUNTARY
..THE INTRESTING THING IS..VALUE VERSUS PRICE..
INVESTMENT/TIME... TOPIC

HOW DO YOU PRICE YOUR BOOK YOUR SERVICE..WHAT IS OUR VALUE WHAT IS YOUR ROLE AS AUTHOR..IN ALL THIS OR CREATOR..DO YOU WISH TO BE PART OF IT OR DO YOU LET GO AND ..AS ALWAYS AFTER CREATION ..ONE FEELS A BIT EMPTY LETTING GO..

TAKEN ONE STEP BACK..THEN DO YOU LET IT LIVE IT'S OWN ROLE OR DO YOU MAINTAIN IT OR CONTROL THE OUTCOME.YOUR INTENTIONS..
OR THE IMPACT IMPRESSION YOU WISH IT TAKE FORM OR MANIFEST IN..?

MANY MANY NEW AND OLD QUESTIONS ..ARE YOU READY TO LISTEN TO THE ANSWERS..?

TAKES TIME TO RESEARCH TOO..

I AM NOW PONDERING IN MY MIND ABOUT THIS..RIGHT NOW..
TWO THINGS

1. WHEN THERE IS A SITUATION IN WHERE YOU DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO LOOSE ANY MORE..IS THIS EMPOWERING YOU OR DESTROYING YOU?

2. OR YOU HAVE A SITUATION YOU LOOSE ALL BY TAKEN ACTION..AND YOU LOOSE EITHER WAY IN IN ACTION..WHERE IS THE MIDDLE GROUND AND ALIGNMENT IN THIS..
IF COMPROMISE IS NOT A SOLUTION.

3. DO YOU STAND ALONE IN EMPOWERMENT COURAGE AND FREEDOM ..OR DO YOU
TAKE ACTION GET OBSTACLES UNNECESSARY FOR YOUR PATH..OR IS THIS THE ACTUAL
STEP YO HAVE TO TAKE TO THE NEXT LEVEL..

4. WHAT A BOUT THOSE REFLECTION PERIODS..YOU HAVE TO TAKE..LIKE WHEN YOU INHALE..AS IN LIFE YOU HAVE ACTION PERIODS AND YOU HAVE REFLECTION PERIODS AS WELL AS TRANSMISSION AS THE PERIODS AND THE IN BETWEEN PERIODS..CONTEMPLATION TIME NECESSARY FOR ALL CREATIONS TO MANIFEST.

WHERE DOES PATIENCE COME INTO THIS..WHERE DOES CLEAR INTENT CONSCIOUS CREATION INSPIRED LIVING..DAILY EMPOWERMENT ..WHEN YOU ARE DISCOURAGED..

ALL THOSE MOMENTS WITH A BRILLIANT IDEA AND YOU CAN'T SHARE IT.
.BEACUSE THERE IS OR IT IS TOO EARLY..YOU DO NOT HAVE SUPPORT ..OR YOU HAVE EXPEREINCES THAT IS IN THOSE( TOO VUNARABLE FACE IN THE PROCESS..OF CREATION)
SUPPORT GROUPS, THAT THOSE IDEAS ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN USED OR STOLEN..

LATER ON IN LIFE-HOW DO YOU GO IF IT HAS BEEN A TEACHER THAT HAS MISSLEAD AND DECIEVED YOU..HOW TO TRUST GUIDANCE OR AUTHORITIES IN YOUR LIFE..IF THEY MISLEAD YOU OR YOU ARE BROUGHT UP WITH AN AUTHORITY FIGURE THAT HAS AND CONTINUES TO MISSLEAD OR DISEMPOWER YOU EVEN YOU HAVE FORGIVEN AN GOING ON..IT IS QUITE MANY QUETIONS YOU CAN FACE.WRITING A BOOK..MANY USE IT AS HEALING TOOL..EVEN YOU DO NEVER PUBLISH IT..

HUMANITY TO BE A HUMAN IN THIS LIFE IS QUITE SOMETHING...WITH IT'S PAINS AND ALL..
FLAWS AND THE WAYS OF TRYING TO PERFECT EVERYTHING..

JUST AN EXAMPLE OF THE PATIENCE AND RIGHT TIME UNIVERSE DELIVERS..
IF ONE TRULY WILL LISTEN.

MY LONG STANDING DREAM WAS FULLFILLED 6 TH OCTOBER BY LISTENING TO

THE LIVE WEBCAST.

ONE OF ALL TIMES IMPACTED ON ME..

AUTHORS-NEALE DONALD WALSCH .

..YES WE ALL NEED MONEY/FUNDS AND WAY OF INCOME ..
WE ALL NEED A WAY TO LIVE AND CERTAINLY WE ALL HAVE OUR LIFE'S TO LIVE IN WAYS WE CHOOSE.BUT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO IT AND THIS GIVES EVEN MORE DEPTH TO WALK THE SOUL JOURNEY AND WAY OF THE SOUL.

WILL WE LIVE OUR OWN OR SOMEBODY ELSE'S CREATED LIFE CALLING IT OUR OWN!!?

I KNOW THERE IS BEEN WRITTEN NOW MUCH ON THIS TOPIC-
AUTHENTICITY; AS THEME ALONG IN NEARLY EVERY EMAIL,
IN VARIOUS TOPICS LATELY..WELL I TELL YOU
-MINDSETS, SPIRITUALITY, ENTREPENURSHIP..MARKETING..WAYS TO DO CREATE AND INTERVOWEN IN ALL FIELDS..
CALLED LIFE..CAREER..CHILD CARE, EDUCATION, ECONOMICS, POLITICS..

WHAT NOT..SUBJECT..

I AM ALSO THINKING ABOUT THE INTERNET NOW,
SAFTY OF OUR CREATIONS IF WE WISH TO PUBLISH DIGITAL CREATIONS AND AS OF LATELY READING..OF ALL CYBER ATTACKS.SEEN..HAPPEN IN MEDIA..

MANY MANY CHANGES..MY OWN EXPERIENCES ON LINE AND OFF LINE..

SUBJECTS LIKE:
LOVE..
FEAR- ANGER ..SHIFT- TRANSFORMATION.
.AND PEOPLE- EDUCATION ABOUT THAT..
VIBRATIONS ENERGY..SYSTEMS NEW PARADIGM..PERSONAL PATTERNS-RELATION SHIP PATTERNS...

RESPONSIBILITY ON ALL LEVELS..INDIVIDUALS OWN RESPONSIBILITIES..
THE BOUNDARIES IN BUSINESS.. IN LIFE IN ..IN YOUR CREATIONS..CAREER..EDUCATION..

WHO DO YOU GIVE POWER TO..WHO DO YOU GET THE RIGHT TO DIS EMPOWER YOU WITH EXPERIENCES WHILST LEARNING..INTEGRATING..TRAVELLING YOUR PATH..
CHOICES-DECISIONS YOU MAKE..ALSO PAST CREATIONS AND THEIR IMPACT IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW..PLAYING OUT..

OH YES, THESE ARE THINGS I FACE EVERY DAY GOING DEEPER..AND DEEPER..

LIGHTER AND LIGHTER..:=)ON THE SOUL PATH..

IF YOU WERE IN A SITUATION;
LIKE THESE WHAT WOULD YOU DO

WHAT: ACTION STEPS
WHAT: FEELINGS WOULD YOU FEEL
WHAT: PEOPLE WOULD YOU DEAL WITH WHAT WOULD BE YOUR CHOICE..
HOW WOULD THIS PLAY OUT FOR YOU?

SCENARIO PLAN..WELL WE ALL ADJUST CREATE AND MANIFEST IN LL OUR OWN PACE
ALLOWING OR RESISTING..OR LIVING WITH BOTH..

DO YOU RECOGNIZE WHERE YOU ARE AT NOW?

TRUST IS AN IMPORTANT ISSUE IN LIFE.

SOME BODY WISE SAID ONCE..IT IS MUCH EASER TO DISTRUST THAN TRUST.
.BECAUSE YOU TRULY NEED COURAGE TO TRUST ONCE AGAIN BEING OR HAVING AN EXPERIENCE
IN THE OPPOSITE OR ADVERSITY..SO OF LATELY INSPIRATIONAL INTERVIEWS THAT SHOWS IT IS POSSIBLE TO TURN THIS AROUND!

BLESSINGS.

YES IT IS TRUE SOMETIMES HUGE LEAPS ARE NOT MEASURED
IN OUTWARD OUTCOMES..
IT IS IN THOSE STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS YOU ARE AND YOUR EVERYDAY INTEGRATION OF THE LIFE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW..BLESS..

AS IS FOR ME NOW..REFLECTING PAST PRESENT AND MAYBE FUTURE..OUTCOMES OF MY GOAL THAT I PONDER ABOUT PRESENTLY..AND WHAT ACTIONS OR INACTION STEPS TO TAKE NEXT..AND WITH WHOM!

EXPERIENCE EXAMPLE FROM REAL LIFE:

WELL I DID CREATE AN ALBUM GALLERY FOR MY DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY THIS SUMMER TRIAL PERIOD THAT CAME TO AN END..ACCORDING TO THIS EMAIL I RECEIVED FROM THE TEAM..SUSPENDED FOR 90 DAYS..

AND YET I WAS WAITING FOR SOME REPLYS/FEEDBACK
FOR THE MEANING SOME LITTLE RESPONCE OF FEEDBACK
-IS IT NEEDED..

I KNOW I NEED ONE FOR THOSE ALL PHOTOS I HAVE CAPTURED /CREATED.
WELL OVER 21 000 SO THINK ABOUT IT AND A WAY TO PRESENT THEM SOMEHOW ON LINE..I TRIED MY WAY OUT WITH FREE TOOLS.

I GOT AN EMAIL..EDUCATING ME..BLESS.GRATEFUL OF COURSE..
PRICE IS WHAT POOR PEOPLE USE..INVESTMENT IN SELF IS WHAT ENTREPENEURS USE..
YES..TO EXPRESS MORE SO OF POSITIVE SIDE ..
WELL..

KNOWN THAT AND BEING AN ISSUE IN MY LIFE..AND HAVING VARIOUS EXPERIENCES THROWN AT MY PATH OF OBSTACLES IN THIS ARENA..THERE ALWAYS HAS BEEN
WAYS
(YES SOMETIME SACRIFCIE ..IN A GOOD WAY..LETTING GO OF SOMETHING THAT DO NOT WORK)..AND FIND SOLUTIONS FOR TRANSFORMATION AND NEW TOOLS 7SKILLS ..

SOMETIMES OTHER WAYS...BUT ALWAYS A SOLUTION HAS COME..

THEN IT IS INTERESTING TO SEE WAYS BEEN CREATED BY FORCE,OR SHARE WILL POWER.
TO AN CERTAIN SOLUTION BEEN CREATED..FOR ACTION STEPS TO HAPPEND..THAT TOO HAS BEEN INTERESTING TO SEE ON MY PATH..CREATED DEADLINES..

*ACCEPT OR ALLOW DENY OR DECLINE?!!!

*METHODS USE ON ALL LEVELS..THE HOW ..AND THE WHAT IS THOSE IN HARMONY ON ALL LEVELS..
..

*THE IMPORTANCE OF PLANNING..THE IMPORTANCE OF TRUSTFUL PARTNERS
THE IMPORTANCE OF TRUTHFUL WAYS ALL THE WAY.

CAN YOU LIVE WITH THOSE STEPS YOU TAKE TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOAL?!!
MEANING THOSE DECISIONS YOU MAKE OR TAKE..OR DO THEY COME BACK AND HAUNT YOU LATER ON..WHEN YOU THOUGHT OH BOY I CLEARED THAT OBSTACLE..
BUT DID NOT THINK THIS WILL COME BACK ANY MORE..AND THEN YOU HAVE SOMEBODY JUST WAITING THERE TIMING TO JUST DO THAT..

ARE YOU GAME?
OR ARE YOU PLAYING THE GREATEST "GAME" OF LIFE-CO CREATOR..OR JUST
PLAYING ALONG LETTING IT HAPPEN TO YOU..WELL GOOD QUESTIONS TO THINK ABOUT SOME STAGE..

COMES BACK BUILDING OR LIVING DESTROYING YOUR CREATION?

PATTERNS OF TRANSFORMATION LIKE PROCESSES AND METHODS..

SOMETIMES THE GOAL IS YOUR JOURNEY EXPERIENCED..ALONG AND THE WHOLE PROCESS IS YOUR CREATION WITNESSING THIS HAPPENING..

THINKING ABOUT EDUCATION
THINKING ABOUT THE METHODS
THE PRESENTATION OF YOUR LIFE
THE WAYS YOUR WORK REFLECT YOUR LIFE..IS IT SEPARATE OR INTEGRATED..ARE THE SERVICES SUPPORTED BY YOUR INTENTION..HAVE YOU THOUGHT TRUE IT..

IN THE BEGINNING I WAS DEAD SCARED OF MY VISIONS OF IT..ALL THOSE WHEN YOU LET YOUR SELF FREE FROM ALL LIMITATIONS WE KNOW DUALITY AND REALITY CAN PRESENT US WITH..PRUNING AND CLEANING SIMPLIFYING AND PATIENTLY WAITING

AND YET SAME TIME LIFE IS HAPPENING ALONG..

THERE ARE DAYS I AM SO INSPIRED ..AND KEEP MEETING TESTS HOW LONG AND HOW TRUE THAT IS..THERE ARE DAYS ALL IS FLOWING ABSOLUTE SO SMOOTHLY YOU EVEN THINK THIS IS UNREAL HOW CAN IT BE TRUE..?

THE MOMENT DOUBT CREEP IN..YOU SEE THINGS IN THE OUTER WORLD REASSURING MEANING THE NAY NAY SAYERS IN YOUR LIFE..THOSE THAT DO ABSOLUTELY TEST YOUR PATIENCE OR YOUR OWN TRUTH OR THE PATH YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO LIVE...

I BEEN AN SPONTANEOUS PERSON ALWAYS..NOW A DAYS I BEEN PUT TO TEST TO DOUBT IS THAT ARIGHT OR NO..AND VARIOUS DEGREES OF THAT?

ALSO HOW CREATIVE AND IN WHAT DEPTH..MANY EXAMPLES AND ASPECTS SHOWN TO ME OF MY ORIGINAL QUESTION TO UNIVERSE..AND YES IT IS OVER DELIVERING AS ALWAYS..PUTTING BRAKES ON HA HA HA!!THAT HURTS..

..TO BE CONTINUED..

I SAVED AND PHOTOGRAPHED
IMAGELOOP PHOTO LABLOOPS
*THAT NOW ADAYS DO NOT SHOW ANY MORE SUPPORT EMBEDDING OF
THE PHOTOS..IT SHOWS TO APAGE..FOR TAKEN YOU TO POST
MOBILE OR CELL PHOTOS..BLESS..

I LIKED THE LAB LOOPS TO PRESENT MY VISUALS.

SEEN THEY ARE HERE AS LINKS ANY MORE IMAGE LINKS!!
NOW I USED SCREEN CAPTURES TOO..

AND YES MY WELL SOUL-URGE LONGINGS AND VARIOUS ATTEMPTS TO GATHER ALL ON-LINE EXPERIENCES UNDER ONE ROOF LATELY HAS BEEN QUITE AN OTHER JOURNEY ALL ALONG..AND SEEMS TO CONTINUE BEING SO..OPENING THE EMAILS OF MINE TODAY!!

AND LOOKING AT WHAT STATE THE WORLD IS NOW...

WHAT ANGERED TODAY.(YES HUMAN REACTION..YES..)

.MEANING I THOUGHT LAST TIME I HEARD THESE BLACK BIRDS MESSAGE..LOUD AND CLEAR..NOT ALWYS OF COURSE A NICE MESSAGE WANTING TO HEAR..BUT MESSAGE ALL ALONG EVERYTIME THEY OPEN THEIR MOTUH IN THIS NEIGBOURHOOD I LIVE IN.

NATURE GIVES YOU CLUES..ALL THE TIME.

THIS WAS SO ANNOYINGLY CLEAR AND LOUD AND INTENSE THAT
I DID GO OUTSIDE TO MY BALCONY ..BECAUSE IT WOULD NOT GIVE ME PEACE THIS NOICE AGAIN..I MEAN THE BIRDS WERE SO LOUD!!

YES I DID GO OUT AND LOOK GOT ANGRY AGAIN..THINKING WHY AM I REACTING TO THIS STRONG AND SENSITIVELY..AND WHAT DID I FIND..YET AGAIN..TAKING THE TRASH OUT..SEEING AGAIN ALL THIS GARBAGE THROWN AROUND..AS USUALLY..
WE HAVE DAYS WE ARE NOT BOTHERED AND THEN THERE ARE THOSE DAYS YOU HAD ENOUGH OF IT..

SO YES ...PONDERING WHAT ACTUALLY THEY ARE SHOWING ME..IN THIS ALL WITH MY CAMERA..THEY WERE FIGHTING ON THE TOP OF THE ROOF ABOUT A PIZZA PIECE THROWN WITH A TOILET BRUSH ON THE ROOF..
SO SOMEBODY HAD EITHER FUN OR WAS ANGRY OR WHAT EVER..EXPRESSING FEELINGS..

BUT OUTCOME ..
OR LAZY..

WHAT LABLE DO WE PUT HERE ON THE ACTION..

MY SON WAS WAKING UP TO GO TO HIS DENTIST APPOINTMENT..AND WAS ALREADY ANGRY BECAUSE HE WISHED TO SLEEP AND NOT GET UP..SO
INTERESTING ALL THESE FEELINGS WE PICK UP FROM THE ETHER SURROUNDING US OR WHAT OUR KIDS HAS TO LIVE WITH..CONTINUOUSLY..EVEN THE COLLECTIVE MINDS CLAIMS TO DO DIFFERENTLY.WELL..I THINK WE ALL PICK UP ON SO MUCH MORE FROM OUR ENVIRONMENT..MORE THAN WE THINK ACTUALLY..IT HAS AN IMPACT ON US..ALTHOUGH IF WE CONSCIOUSLY CHOOSE IT NOT TO HAVE..

THIS AGAIN SHOWED ME THAT WHEN I GRABBED THE CAMERA AND ACTUALLY LOOKED AT WHAT IS HAPPENING..AND WHY..AND WHAT THEY SHOW ME..

AN OTHER INCIDENT OUTSIDE MY HOUSE.AND ANGRY PEOPLE..
.THERE ARE NOW MUCH NICE FALL LEAVES TOO..AND IF ONE IS BUZZY..ON CHORES..
THERE ARE STILL SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME WONDER WHEN I TAKE OUT THE CAMERA..AND THOSE IMPACTS IT HAS SHOWN IN VARIOUS WAYS PEOPLE REACT TO IT.. WELL THERE WAS A CAR THAT I DID NOT PAY ANY ATTENTION TO..WELL THAT CHANGED..WHEN THIS MAN CAME OUT VERY AGGRESSIVLY..AND WANTED MY PHOTOCARD..AND SAID HE WILL TAKE ME TO THE POLICE STATION..BECAUSE..
THE CAR IS PRIVATE OR THE INSIDE OF THE CAR IS PRIVATE PROPERTY!!

IT WAS ALREADY SOMETHING ELSE..BUT SHOWING ME THE UNDERSTANDING OF MY FEELINGS OF ANGER..WHEN IT CONTINUES..AND THE ACTION WE ARE READY TO TAKE OR CAN WE DO OR WALLOW IN THAT ANGER OR LET THAT GO TRUE US..

I WOULD SAY..THERE IS ENOUGH EDUCATION ON RECYCLING OR WHERE TO PUT THE GARBAGE IN AN ENVIRONMENT AS OURS..THEN THERE ARE ENOUGH PEOPLE OPPOSITE INTENTIONS..OR THOSE IN PLACE THAT WILL AND WILL CONTINUE TO CREATE HAVOC JUST BY SHARE WILL..SO WELL THEN THERE ARE PEOPLE GETTING FED UP WITH HAVING TO CEAN UP AFTER THESE PEOPLE..AND GIVE UP..
THEN THERE ARE PEOPLE BEING AN EXAMPLE IN SPITE OF IT AND SHOW THEIR FEELINGS CONTINUE TO EDUCATE AND STILL CREATE SOMETHING NEW..OR THEY GO ON LEAVE..

THERE ARE ALSO PEOPLE WITH RESPONSIBILITY THAT ARE NOT DOING THEIR JOBS EITHER..WHAT EVER REASON THAT IS THE EFFECTS PLAY OUT IN LIFE IN VARIOUS WAYS TOO..OUTCOMES CAN BE SEEN ..MANY TIMES THOUGH NEGATIVE REACTIONS..LIKE THIS I SEE IN OUR NEIGHBOURHOOD..THEN THERE ARE PLAIN PEOPLE THAT ARE DOING ACTION FROM JEALOUSY..AND THOSE CAUSE DIFFICULTIES TOO ..OUTCOM CAN BE SEEN SOMETIMES EXPERIENCED TOO..

VARIOUS INTENTS..AND WHEN YOU BLUR THIS TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN PEACE YOUR OWN LIFE..IN SOMEWHERE WITH MANY PEOPLE..BOUNDARIES COMES TO VERY IMPORTANT ROLE..

UNDERSTANDING WELL IT IS QUITE HARD DAYS TO BE PATIENT AND DO NOT GO AND DO SAME MISTAKE AGAIN IN REACTION..AND CLEAN UP IF THERE IS ACTUALLY A
THING TO LET THAT PERSON WHO DID THIS CAUSE OR CAUSE THE EXPERIENCE TAKE ACTUALLY RESPONSABILITY OF THEIR INTENT AND ACTION!!

SOME sTAGE BEING UNATTACHED FROM OUTCOME IS HARD FOR ACTION TAKERS..TO JUST WITNESS THE PROCESS..HOW EMPOWERING IT IS WHEN SOMEBODY TAKES RESPONSIBILITY AND GROWS AFTER ONE REALLY CAUSED HARM..AND THERE IS UNDERSTANDING AND COMPASSION NOT JUDGING..COMPASSION GETS WELL AN OTHER LEVEL OF UNDERSTANDING..

WHEN YOU ARE NOT JUST HELPING TO GET SOMETHING..YOU ARE ACTUALLY THERE SUPPORTING AND STANDING BESIDE..THOSE PEOPLE ARE RARE WHEN YOU FIND THOSE YOU ARE BEYOND WEALTH!TREASURE THOSE EXPERIENCES IN YOUR HEART.

MANY MANY TIMES WE GO BACK TO THOSE WHEN LIFE KICKS US IN THE STOMACH OR OUT OF BREATH TIME TO TIME...

WHAT A START FOR ME TO DAY WAS..YET AGAIN ONE NEW WEEK..WHAT IS TO COME OF IT..OR WHAT AM I TO CREATE OUT OF IT..?

REFLECTING ON MY LIFE DESICCATIONS-AND PAST-NOW AND SCENARIOS BASED ON THIS TO TAKE THE DECISIONS IN A HARMONIOUS AND BALANCED WAY..
A BALANCED FOUNDATION IS MY GOAL TO CREATE ON..
I WISH TO PURSUE TOWARDS IN FUTURE AND BUILD ON THIS..
.WHAT IS THE ROAD TAKING ME NEXT TO AND WITH WHOM AND WHICH METHODS, PROCESSES ,TOOLS ETC..

SCREEN SHOT OF THOSE LAB LOOP EXAMPLES AND WELL MANY I DID CREATE ON MY PATH SINCE 2007-2011 ALONG..

UPDATING MY CONTENT PUBLISHED..
UNDER WEEKEND..A TASK BEING PUSHED AND POSTPONED A LONG TIME...

FLORAS NATURE SERIES ALSO THE SWAN SERIES -..CENTRAL PARK ..MANY EXPERIENCES IN NATURE I HAD..I CREATED SLIDES OF THOSE..

THIS I REMEMBER WELL IT WAS MY ATTEMPTS OF VIDEO CREATING DVD...THEME IS EX . SLIDE EXPLORATIONS AND SOCIAL -NING SITE..EXPERIENCES..VARIOUS ONCE ON MY JOURNEY...

SCREEN CAPTURES ARE NEVER SO NICE..IN MY CASE THAN THOSE ORIGINAL PHOTOS AND MOMENTS GOT MY SOUL URGE TO GO AN EXPERIENCE..LIKE THE GRACEFUL SWAN I CAPTURED 2008-2010..AND YET THIS MIDSUMMER WITH ITS SMALL LITTLE ONCE..IN THE SEA SWIMMING BLESS..
HAD THEM UP IN THIS NEW GALLERY ALBUMS..THAT ARE NOW WELL WHAT
DO I DO; UPGRADE FIND A NEW SOLUTION OR LET THAT GO..
USING EXISTING WAYS TO POST UP MY CREATIVE WORKS..ARE THEY MEANT TO BE PUBLISHED AT ALL..OR WHICH WAY ARE THEY MEANT TO BE PRESENTED
DIGITALLY-OR OFF-LINE VERSIONS.
WHAT MAGAZINES..WEBPAGES..WHAT..WELL MANY OPTIONS..WELL MANY ATTEMPTS FOR ME TOO USING VARIOUS WAYS..BLESS..

FROM WEB(FREE) TO SOCIAL PLATFORMS..

QUITE MANY HAS BEEN SEEING THESE..THOUGH..AND BECAUSE I AM A SPIRITUAL PERSON AND DID SOME ENERGY AND HEALING WORK AS WELL AS ART CREATIVE WAYS TO INTEGRATE THIS ALL..IT'S BEEN ON LINE IN VARIOUS WAYS PRESENTED..

MY SOUL PATH IS INTERESTING
. STILL PHOTOGRAPHY AND THE TECHINCAL EQUIPMENTS AND THE PROGRESS AND THE FUNDING WAYS..IS CORRELATED TO THIS..AND NOW MY SONS WAYS HE LOVES AND IS GOOD IN PHOTOGRAPHYING..

SO DO WE GO ON OUR PARENTS JOURNEY SOMEHOW..ARE WE STILL INHERITING OR WHEN ONE TAKE SOMETHING UP IN THE LIFE..SHOWING OUR OWN CHILDREN..DO THEY HAVE STILL THE CHOICE EVEN WE CLAIM THEY HAVE THE FREEDOM OR WE WISH TO GIVE THEM THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE FOR THEIR LIFE..

JUST THINKING ABOUT THIS..HOW THERE IS PHOTOGRAPHERS IN HIS LIFE FOR NOW AS FRIENDS..BLESS AND PEOPLE WHEN HE LIKES ROLE PLAYS AS SO MANY ARE.COMPUTER GAMES..

PROS AND CONS METHODS USED IN ON LINE AND TECHNOLOGY AND THE VARIOUS INTENTIONS IN COMMUNICATION TOO..OR THE WAYS MEDIA IS USED..THAT TOO IS SHIFTING IS IT..OR IS IT..

WAY MORE PEOPLE ARE AWARE THESE DAYS THANK GOD..
THERE IS ALSO THIS..HOW IT IS USED..

WE TALK MUCH ABOUT RESPONSIBILITIES..ABOUT THE SCAMS GOING ON ON LINE..IT CONCERNS ME BEING TARGET OF FEW ALREADY ON MY PATH.
.THEN IT CONCERNS ME FOR MY SON ..HIS GROWTH ONWARDS THE RESPONSABILITES OF PARETS..THE SOCIETY AND THE EDUCATTORS ALSO THE DEVELOPERS..BEAR IN MIND..MANY ASPECTS TO A SIMPLE QUESTION I HAD IN MIND..THIS WITH THE ROLEPLAY..
AND VARIOUS WAYS..
YOU HAVE TO BE TRUTHFUL YET YOU ARE NOT TO REVEAIL IN MANY PLATFORMS YOUR TRUE IDENTTY ANDUSE ICONS..OR GO BEHIND A BUSINESS..WE SEEN THIS TOO..THERE ARE GENIUIN AS IN LIFE TRUTHFUL ENTREPENEURS TOO THAT HAS BEEN AFFECTED BY SCRUPOLOUS AND SCAMS ON LINE..

IF THIS IS A TOOL..THEN THERE IS THIS WHOLE ENTERTAINMENT BUSINESS THAT THIS IS PART TOO OF..A WHOLE INDUSTRY OF ITS OWN THAT AFFECTS US ALL..THIS HOW THIS TOOL IS USED..

ME AS CONCERNED AS PARENT ..HOW TO EDUCATE MY SON..AND MY SELF ..YES WILL BE OF INTEREST..HAS BEEN AS SHOULD FOR US ALL..
BUT THE SAFETY OF IT..
MY SON ASKED;
HOW CAN YOU BE..THERE IS FEW THINGS HERE IF YOU HIDE BEHIND A MASK..SOMEDAY THAT MASK WILL FALL OF..BUT THERE AREOTHER MASKS THAT HIDE..THAT ..WELL
HE TALKED AND ASKED ABOUT THIS HOW IF SOMEBODY USES YOUR MACHINE AS BOT MACHINE WITHOUT YOU BEING AWARE OF IT..

YOU GET HINTS..NOW READING ABOUT ALL THIS CYBER ATTACKS GOING ON AND HOW IT IS USED IN POLITICS, SOCIAL ARENA WISE AND NEWS..AND MEDIA..
MANY ASPECTS LATELY..AND MY SON IS WISE, BUT THE EXPERIENCE..THINK THEY ARE BORN WITH THIS TECHNICAL QUALITIES ALREADY..
.AND HE YET IS EXITED OF POSSIBILITES AS WE ALL ARE..THEN COMES AN ASPECT WHEN YOU USE IT FOR INCOME..

WHOLE LOT-TA NEW THINGS COMES UP AFTER THAT...TO PONDER ABOUT.
.ALWAYS ABOUT INTENTION..
EDUCATION THEN..AND WHAT ABOUT POLITICS..WHAT EVER SUBJECT CRAETING..LIKE ME NOW USING IT FOR WRITING AND ART AND DIGITIAL PHOTOGRAPHYING..

JUST AS HELP OR TOOL OF MEANS TO EXPRESS MY SELF..

WE USE IT FOR MUSIC..FOR SO MANY THINGS..

ALSO THE RESPONSIBILITIES..IS AN ISSUE .
HOW SAFE IS IT..WHEN YOU READ OF THE OTHER ASPECT OF MISSUSES..

WELL JUST TOPICS TODAY..AND OH BOY AREN'T THERE MANY..POSSIBILITIES..
TO COMMUNICATE AND FIND EVERYTHING YOU WISH FOR..

THINKING ABOUT SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW..HAPPENING.

CAPTURED THIS MORNING MONDAY 8.8.2011 IN FINLAND HELSINKI..
SERIES OF INTERESTING INSIGHTS THIS BIRD AND INCIDENCE AND EXPERIENCE IT GAVE ME..AS WAS WITH THE VOUNDED GULL TOO..

ABOUT THE LIFE I CREATED THUS FAR..WHY I LIVE WHERE I LIVE..MY CHOICES IN PAST..MY CHOICES NOW..AND WHAT WILL BE OUTCOMES OF THOSE IN FUTURE..DECISIONS..

WELL IT WAS INTERESTING THIS..LITTLE DID I KNOW WHAT THIS DAY BRINGS WITH IT WHEN I OPENED MY EYES..AND LIFE STARTED..ALTHOUGH I DECLARED STARTING IT WITH INTENTION AND PEACE AND PURPOSE..INDEED I GOT WHAT I DID ASK..BLESS..

ALWYS WE NEVER EXPECT IN WHAT FORM IT SHOWS UP..OR THE DEPTH OF MESSAGE IT CAN HAVE IN OR LIFE AS WAS MINE TODAY GIVEN..

THERSE BIRDS LAST TIME SHOWED ME MUCH TOO AS WELL AS SO MANY FLEW OVER OUR NEIGHBOURHOOD FEW YEARS AGO..AND ALL THOSE HAPPENINGS AROUND..AND ALSO INTERNALLY GOING ON..

I THINK ABOUT THOSE STRUGGLES AND DISAPPOINTMENTS I FELT AND EXPERIENCED LATELY..WHAT STRENGTH THOSE HAS GIVEN ME..

BUT I KNOW ALWAYS KNOWN NATURE TRULY GIVES YOU SIGNS MESSAGES CLUES AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN DOING SO..

LISTEN OR NO LISTEN TO THEM..AND THAT IS NOT ALL OF COURSE..
YES MANY TIMES IT IS CITY BIRDS THAT SHOWS US ..
THE RATS THAT SHOWS US MANY THINGS RABBITS..MANY ASPCETS OF OUR SOCIETY AND OUR OWN HUANITYS DEVELOPMENTS.

.THE WISDOM AND OUR OWN RESPONSABILITIES IN LIFE CHOICES AND DAY TO DAY LIVING..AND OF COURSE THE RIGHT TO ADJUST OUR SALES TOO AND COMPLITLY HAVE FREE WILL TO CHANGE COURSE ENTIRELY..WITH EFFECTS OF COURSE OR CONSEQUENSIES IF YOU CAN LIVE WITH THOSE..OR INDESICION OR UNCONSIOUS FEARS..STILL PATTERNS THAT STUBBORNLY

(EVEN WORKED WIHT) DO NOT STOP CREATING THEM SELF..BLESS..WHERE TO FIND THE STRENGTH TO BE UNATTACHED ..ENGHOUGH TO RESPOND OR JUST LOOK ..OR DO THOSE ACTIONS EITHER ALLOW OR PREVENT OR CREATE DSOMETHING NEW OR LIVE WITH IT..
WELL ..WE ARE ALL IN FOR A BIG SHIFT PLAYING OUT IN AND OUT SIDE...

AND YES HUMANITY HAS HAD SIGNS OF IT..EVOLUTION WE CALL IT..BLESS..

POWER OR FORCE..WELL ITS UP TO YOU..

ENERGY OR VIBRATION..

ACCEPTING OR ALLOWING...

WHAT NOT..

SUPERFICIAL OR OFFICIAL
LIFE VERSUS LIVING..
MANY ASPECTS LEVELS DEPTHS..

WE ALL HAVE COMMON..

FOUND THE SOURCE TO MY CHALLENGE!
FOUND THE ANWSER TO IT..
FORMULATED THE QUESTION..A BIT..
..I HAD..BLESS TO DAY..

WELL BEING STILL AND IN SILENCE GIVES ME ALWAYS ANSWERS FROM INSIDE.

YET AGAIN A NEW ONE IS PRESENTED ALL THE SAME WAY YET AGAIN IN THE EXACT MOMENT THIS ONE WAS UNDERSTOOD..HOW INTERESTING LIFE CAN BE..

LETS HAVE THIS TOO UNDER MY TITLE

"smiles from the heavens gate";

because it is way true part of it this experience..although how could you say life is all poetry other vice..lived..if not!!

more detailed..this time..closer the more closer(deeper you go one experience) the more to the core you get of it..bless..

grace..or aspects we correlate various things with in our mind..
gives e insight how me too..well black is always negative white is purity..very common..

interesting..anyway s..the understanding of them both integrated..is whole lotta different..

REMEMBER this cold day - capturing thiS swan ..an with my son..the series i got there was
beautyful..but these BLACK birds-INSIGHT AND the deapth these INCIDENTS WITH THESE BIRDS..
has given me these birds of an other level of understanding life.
IT.is diffrent in purpose..UNDERSTANDING THE ADVERSITY..

isn't it always so in life..

both are present all the time in your life ..in duality reality bless..

sharing -hm..
or fighting about something..

the process is saw happening on this roof and in my self this time witnessing and experiencing was quite deep process..

causes and effects..

yes one would love to wake up to birdsong and smelling the roses and sunshine..yet after these experiences one values them much much more deeply..even they are passing by and are short-lived time to time..
all those opportunities are present all the time..what makes you choose the other from the other..
free will..oh boy..consciousness or unconsciousness..

so on and so on..life goes on..as is mine..bless

same spot the sparrows showed me one other day..which i find interesting..but last time they were making other sparrows bless..this bird today showed me something else or these birds..

not judging but witnessing their message shown..and ways...yes felt anger first..but understood why later of the reaction too!!

blessings to your day..life always is something to be living these days

so what is truly wealth you you..i asked my self this very same question..right now..