Text and photo by Heli © Aarniranta2011
Process 2010-2011 of mindmapping-visual and experientual life steps taken for my
dear soul urges and causes I am passionate about..it is interesting where it leads you if you let it.
When I listen to the divine intuition and -"Smiles from behind the heavens gate", like 1996..looking at it now 2011 it has been a journey..and it is going on ..
quite some steps..some I ought hard against anyhow..it is going its own course side by side the life...and other things going on both internal and external simoutaniously...so many obstacles both internal and immense external once..before I am here where I am now.
Freedom to express freely the divine spark in anyway it wishes to come out..
The purpose the mission and the passion.First you are totally open and vunarable to lot of things.. doing it..and if you go public seems you are even so more..
open game.and learn to bear critisism thrown to you from all sides.
It has taken lot of courage to do it..but the same time it has grown me strong to
believe in it and my self.
The clarity given..yes in lifes journey the vision gets blurred by all the distractions and external chaos going on every day.. and the original mission and passion might get redirected somewhere else..until you stear it once more again where it is supposed to be..bless.
This clarity is challenged your beliefs are challenged..amd the transformation..well it has its own ways to grow and be manifested true us..each unique..thats the beauty of the process and journey..
The internal whole hearted shift is needed..you have to deal with your own ego..
other things..external..choose from many small details..to actually manifest those
internal wishes dreams and hopes and consious intentions and missions and passions here and not just dream them..or wish or hope ..it will happen..ACTIVATION..Action steps to manifest.
many times this is forgotten..
The value of the process until now and the experiences between has given me looking now so much on my journey so so much to be grateful of..even with the pain i felt
even the injustice and how bad I have been treated with all those external things
still it is worth it every step.
The confidence of the heart I am on my own path and following my intuition and my heart..and not somebody elses...I been knocked down several times of my belief in human goodness..so all false and naive beliefs one by one has been demolished..
and finally the true people..I always admired has come in my life truly I am so grateful..I still have to deal with a lot of crap thrown against me as we all have in life..but it is peace of cake now..so I feel..the good things is i have been provided the tools to face those injustecies now..before they just compleatly used it to paralyze me..now they only the external obstacles gives me stepping stones and wisdom and insight where to go..it does not paralyze of freak me out and then it is easy to use you to somebodyelses intntions..Even you take consious steps creating something else..so somebody else is USING donsious POWER over you and makes the desicions FOR you and I hate that so so much.That is not FREEDOM!
it is POWER missuse against a human being.Injustice that is used in society to stear the masses..by sonebody elses intention..and collective unconsiousness..well if you truly do not jump out of it ..and stay in a plane you feel FREE its horrible feeling.The forces are powerful..and the energies..well until you learn how the universe and those energies and forcesoperate..then an other thing is wisdom to use the knowledge wisely!!
Is human cosiousness ready to take that step..the soul is..I once was asked whats the diffrence betiween soul and spirit..the wuestion was thrown towards me to question about my spiritual knowledge not genuinly at all interrested what i truly think about that or listen to what i actually have to say about that issue..
It can be felt when somebody is doing just that.It is so easy to be provoked the ego does get entangled in this very easy ways to use to question you or put you down..with spiritual competition..its shame that it is going on still and used so much..beacuse the way of the spirit and soul to mature is between you and the divine the heart and your head the balance and peace you find and about the journey how you are there find it or with whom you learn from..all that is unique process for everybody..discover the truth..it's worth it..but yesit is something else you ever imaaginedit to be..that's the beauty of truth.:=)
Iam not so much emotionally attached to the outcome..more so.. am intrested in the journey...that easies the process considerable lot lighter..bless..an now the small nitty gritty details..I am not so fond of..and yes those tasks that drain my energy or repress my soul I am outsourcing in the future to people that love doing it..I am consentrating in creating..that*s my way..create and express it and share that..
Still there are tough choices to make..find the right people to do it with..
continue this journey and where it takes me once more 2011 and onwards.
I wonder if I am supposed to manifest the book at all instead talk about the process and journey I face doing it..well just a thought right now this saturday morning..
Season..shots (DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY)..SO EASY NOW ADAYS IT HAS BEEN DONE IN MEDIA TO CULTURAL HOBBY..WELL WITH THE CLIMATE OF RESTRICTION AND RULES IN THE SOCIETY/globally INCREASING THE FREEDOM ACTUALLY I DO NOT WONDER AT ALL.. IS THERE ANY WAYS WITH LIMITED BUDGET TO TRAVEL IN ANY OTHER WAY..OR SHARE EXPERIENCIES..
LEVERAGE IS EASY IF ANYBODY CAN NOW BE NUMBER ONE ON GOOGLE JUST KNOWING HOW IT IS DONE..SO!!
THE NEW tECHNOLOGY HAS GIVEN PEOPLE FAR MORE TOOLS AND WAYS TO SHARE..IT IS ALSO MADE AWARE THE INTENTION HOW YOU USE THIS FREEDOM AND INTENTION AND THE WAYS YOU SHARE YOUR EXPERIENCE..AND NOW THEN YET AGAIN THE MISSUSE OF IT THE TECHNOLOGY.. RESTRICTS MANY OF THAT FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION..INSTEAD OF GIVING THAT..freedom to many..in the hands of few...:=)wHY!! Practice makes perfect..well..applied practice:=)..ha haa haa..trial and error..
mistakes..and yet successes..
baxk to the original thought i was wiritng about before i got distracted..in the thought it self..bless!!!
...BECAUSE THE MMISSUSES ARE BEING SO BIG!!using techonology..
DEPENDING... ON THE INTENTION... IT IS A TOOL!you can cosniously choose touse it as tool for goodness and all those betternement of humanity.
Ease the pain and help this process.
..it was so gourgeous yesterday being out to shoot winter shots of ice ,snow and other abstract nature shots..it always is shown and I am stopped..what ever it is that happens when I am behind the camera it is still my passion to the extent that I so love capturing..actually the feeling is great being in the now alert in some sort of highten awareness all the time..it is complitly different feeling than creating the art!
and in the writing pf words and poetry..well it flows..but needs to be edited
much more because it involves the mind more than actually the process is different..
either way all these pieces has a part in the life puzzle of my souls journey and "way of the soul© series" ..how theý come to be.
The only thing is..if I keep it intact inside and I do not create it
- it do not leave me in peace before it is done..or created and shared so
it is so... it is ..so it has been so...it has been..
Explosin from inside..you know when you birth omething it keeps building and building like a baloon and then BOOOM..it explodes out..spreading.you just kind of look from beside..what happened..even when you create consiously..now here I am talking about the FEELING felt..before it was an uneasyness i felt even not recognaizing what it is i feel so internally uneasy about..when i got familiar how it feels in my body..both if i try to supress it and when it is expressed the creation and when it is flowing the process and now i am familiar..know my limits..
oh yes..shortcomings and weaknesses very well..ACcEPT them too..I can be more forgiving towards my self and not so hard as i have been.
Yes My self(my soul) has been struggling with limits like the body..no my soul has had a tremendeously hard time to adjust to the limit a body here on earth ..to use it to express and the way it can do it without restriction..or getting entangled in outward emotional issues or external obstacles or life challenges..and still feel freedom of creation..
Art and photo by Heli©Aarniranta2011








