Going back today to my archives of the photos I captured during the rough and tough tiMes that molded most part of the souls journey and the origin of the poetry and made clear that it is something from inside that wish to come out and express it self..some in words some in visual form..that is my form of photography poetry and visions experienced.Now then if words are power only those that are express in a clEar focused way and will reflect the exact thing: the original message was focused on: like now I let too much OF my mind or outside influence let come in my way of freedom to express freely from the soul..THIS WAY I FEEL SMALL AND RESTRICTED IN all ways..I FEEL I AM CHOKING.
So I am very very glad I found this photo..The seasonal visual poetry which will accompany many of my OLD poetry WRITINGS (original text in Finnish language or translated to other languages)..sometimes it is hard to find the exact right image/photo or art piece from all those captured/created that will reflect themessage I am experiencing..right now ..and not what i felt then when it was created.
sometimes it needs explanation..well or sometimes it goes alone..and of course everybody has their own opinion what it is for them..that is okay..I though wish to point out what I felt and what made me actually stop to caputer this photograph originally.
sometimes I feel quite board going on the daily tasks/chores same old routes even always finding ways to make it fresh and see all angles..but sometime the truth is it is boaring/repetatve daily tasks... to go alway the same route and sometimes it is a must..like for those that sit and do repetitavie tasks like in a factory..well genius is born when the body is doing something else the mind can fly free..well this is what painting seems to let my body reflect flreely all prosesed data feelings and make me a possibility to reflect all happened.All injustices felt..in life...
is a way I so long was keeping my soul from to express..To express in words is different than capturing photographs or expressing the inside in the form of creating art..although they all are a form of visual poetry and reflects my souls journey..souls solutions to the longing for free expression the message is coming out weather I block it my self or wheter it ia tried to be blocked from few outside obstacles created in front of ,,some wants to put or call then chahllengeswhat ever it is called exyernal reflections or external/interbal blocks..I do not care what name or box you put the I into. Words are power period!!
everybody has known that for centurys! But little still has been made-
truth and intention of accurate in essence created truth..
.I found few today's intentions being truthful it is many times twisted given doubble meanings and always manipulated in some form to mean somethingelse than the accurate truth.Oh and buy the way often so called it is explained a way..either being negative or something else that it is not!! oh yes fell in that trap too of the mind..trying to explain it away..truth has its way of confronting every soul one by one..when you are faced with that..there is nobody else its you and the divine.and true you are accountable i think only to the divine..and understanding that after that you are free to share.
Is there an absolute truth..is said we all carry a piece of the truth..but are we the truth..question on its own..
I am looking ..listening and observing...
always wintertimes has been very hard in all forms;,uch often the society do not let you live like sustainable life..it wants to create boxes whwere it is easy to have power over your life..instead of giving freedom and co-create the life..
for me in ways finacially its time to put those in order in my life for now!! ..it's been a good time to create..but as artist the finaces/economics side when
creating..is not always on my mind first..or takes an immense ammount of my energy..there needs to beastrike of balance..but the good thing is we are not alone thank god for that. Looking back on my journey since 1996 when all sort of things once more happened to me big changes..as is again in front of me.the internal freedom is though far moreimportanttomethanactually financialgain.The myth of struggling artist stays deep..or intrestingly why was it put there in the first place and what part of the mind did want to stick with this... in the collective unconsiousness!! The value I truly feel creating; that i did not have words for in the first place.
One thing too I learned the small nitty gritty editing..so all looks professinal can sometimes drain you so much the creative inspiration..gets lost.Good there are professional help to outsource that if it is not your strength..
there was long time agao once a teacher and mentor that tried to teachme how the
text in the magazine should be written:=)I just found the paper he had put the guidance..looking true my educations..and trying to make sense of all this called my life..put it in some sort of cronological order..and make sense of it..no traditional path ever well as said i accept it now..my life -so what!!Could have been easier start..but now looking back..would i have the experinces to write about or draw from to the art at all?!!
I was today agIN ON MY CHORES..THAT FINALLY i TOOK TIME TO WALK AND AGAIN i FOUND THE INSPIRATION AND REMEBERED WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO TODAY..FROM MY SOUL..I HAD GIVEN EXTERNAL THINGS DISTRACT ME FROM MY SOULS GIFT SO I TOOK IT BACK THE POWER..WHAT EVER WAS GOING OUTSIDE.THE IMMENSE FREEDOM I FELT AND PEACE INSIDE WHE YOU KNOW INSPITE OF IF ANYBODY ELSE BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU ARE DOING IT DO NOT MATTER IT IS NICE IF IT IS AROUND AND YOU ARE SUPPORTED..IT IS OKAY TOO IF YOU HAVE TO TRAVEL SOMETIMES SOLO AND ALONE..BOTH ARE OKAY..THE PEACE CAME BACK..i DO NOT CARE IF i HAVE MONEY OR NO..ITS ALWYS MUCH EASIER TO OPERATE IF YOU HAVE..IT ONLY CAN TAKE A BIT LONGER IF YOU DO NOT HAVE..BUT IT CAN NOT BE STOPPED THE PURPOSE CAN NEVER BE STOPPED FOR HAPPENING. THE COURAGE FOR IT TO LET HAPPENED..IS MORE SO A MATTER..LETTING IT OUT AND SHARE IT CAN BE STRUGGLE OMETIMES..WHEN IT I HAPPENING EFFORTLESSLY..SOMETIMES ONE GOES A VERY LNG ROAD TO THAT.
TRIAL AND ERRORS..SUPPORT AND LONELINESS TEARS AND BLOOD..SICKNESS AND HEALTH..BOALDNESS AND WEALTH..COURAGE AND BLISS-INSPIRATION AND BLESS..WE HAVE A COCTAIL FOR INSPIRATION..OHE YEAH I HAVE A POEM CALLED.
COSMIC COCTAIL..
ITS ON THE CD I RECORDED 2009 IT IS WRITTEN LONG BEFORE THAT IN FINNISH LANGUAGE THAT MOST MY POETRY IS..I WONDER WHY I ALWYS HATED COMPETITION..I MEAN TRULY IT NEVER ISNPIRES ME..I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL THIS WAY AND ALWYS HAVE felt..
IT HAS BEEN GIVEN MANY ASPECTS..NONE I HAVE FELT IS RIGHT OR TRUTHFUL.
I USED TO READ SO SO MUCH BOOKS I LOVED BOOKS AND TO READ. MY GOD I MEAN I FILLED MY LIFE WITH BOOKS I READ AND READ.yES I LOVED WRITING FICTION AND ABOUT FEELINGS AS YOUNG I WAS NOT GOOD IN GRAMMER AND LOGICAL DETAILS..BECAUSE I NEVER GRASP TIME AS NORMAL PEOPLE, NEVER HAVE NEVER WILL THAT IS NOT THE WAY I OPERATE AS MY CORE THRUTH. i CAN BE DICSIPLINED..AND FORCED TO FOLLOW SOME RIGID RULE FOR A WHILE..BUT THE WELL IT IS NOT FOR ME IT HAS NEVER BEEN. NOW I VALUE MY LONGING FOR FREEDOM . THERE WAS APERIOD I WISHED JUST BE ONE OF THE MASSES AND NORMAL!!
WHAT EVER DEFINES NORMAL!sTILL THE WRITING IS TOO SLOW NOW FOR ME..I FEEL.
MEANING THE MIND FLIES SO FAST..THOUGHTS ELUDE AND ILLUMINATE ONE TO HIGHTS AND PLACES UNTRAVELLED WHERE STORYS MYTHS LEGENDS ARE CREATED:=)
yES IT IS WHERE WISDOM IS DELIVERED THE StROYS SHARED..STILL IN MY CULTURE IT IS NOT FOR THE MOMENT SO MUCH ANYMORE SHARED STORYS..EFFECTIVNESS HAS COME IN THE SOCIETY.. ALWaYS IN NEW CULTURES AdDMIRATION TO OLD CIVILISATIONS/cultures ARE SEEN..WHERE THE ANCIENT TRUTHs and wisdoms ARE held dear to the human life.
Personally;on my part- wish to see consious truthful courageous leaders in the future that have clear intention of holding the truth in front of them and live their talk and walk their walk courageous and do not let nothing change that clarity of purpose.
those are leaders I wish to see and be nearby and see stearing humanity to new hights of awareness and educate about truth and life in all fields.
I SEE THIS NOW EXPANSION THEN CONTRACTION..BE IT IN ANY INDUSTRY..OR APPLIED IN LIFE. tO BE IN CONTACT WITH MY OWN LIFE CYCLE WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW..AND THE ACTUALLY
VERY EFfORTLESSness (IF ONE WISH TO LISTEN TO IT AND GO SMOOTHLY WITH IT!!)OR UPSTReAM AND AGIANST IT..WEATHER I REPELL IT OR I GO WITH IT..WELL THAT WILL BE TO SEE..
EITHER WAY I WILl CREATE AND I WILL BE WRITITNG AND PUBLIsHING MY POETRY BOOK IN WAY OR OTHER..SELFPUBLIsHING OR OTHER MEANS..ONE DAY.STEP BY STEP..EVEN IF IT IS THE ONLY THING I LEAVE BEHIND ME ASLEAGCY TO MY SON ..WELL I HAVE AT LEAsT DONE SOMETHING THAT MY SOUL WISHED TO GET OUT AS MESSAGE.
I JuST HAVE NOW SO MUCH ART TO SHARE I HAVE MUCH PHOTOGRAPHS AND MORE IS COMING ALL THE TIME..WISH TO SPEND MORE TIME IN NATURE THAN HAVE LATELY..SO MUCH OF ADMINISTRATIVE aND OTHER LIFECHANGES HAS TAKEN ME FAR FROM OR I LET THAT HAPPEN..NOW I AM TAKEN THE POWER BACK!! AND STeAR MY SHIP OR BOAT OR CAR OR WHAT VEICHALE YOU WISH THIS BODY AND MIND AND SOUL TO BE CALLED ..IT iS YOUR CHOICE..IN THE DIRECTION I WISH IT TO GO WITH DIVINE INSPIRATION INNER GUIDANCE AND NOTHING TO STOP ME..IT CAN'T BE STOPPED IT WILL ALWAYS FIND MEANS OF EXPRESSION..CREaTION IS TOO POWERFUL TO BE STOPPED. I WILL GET OUT OF THE WAY..AND LET IT HAPPEN:=)!!!
tEXT/PHOTOGRAPHY BY hELI aARNIRANTA©2011
Here is the poem : in Finnish language.
Kosminen koktail..I also love to write it this way (
Cosminen Coctail..but it is like it not grammar right..but just for fun:=)
The cosmic joke on me..because ..I should pay attention to details much more carefully than I am..but once ispired..the editing is not alwys so inspireing.to
do..so it is easy to postone that part of creating..well sometimes the budget do not let you outsource..so it is to be patience and then do it your self..as much a you can..how ever long it takes..
Even one poem aday:=)
as when having the writers block..when all poetry stopped coming I just wondered what now..little did I know back then..well 1996 I channeled this under one year
then 1997 I did move to UK..1998 my son was born..2000 My dad died..2001 spring I came back to Finland with my son for funeral and then we decided to stay here and not move back to UK.
It's been a journey now looking back..if I known..I think I would have thought twice knowing what I know now..but as all know we canät live in the past we can but let it go..or transform those experiences and draw some wisdom from the soul..its been a true cosmic coctail indeed..:=) so here is the poem.
Pureutuu ihminen rakkauden syövereihin
kauas sydämensä uumeniin
mielen taakse itsensä pyörteisiin
totuuden taakse
itse jumaluuteen
pyhistä pyhimpään
oman itsensä uumeniin
aikoen mysteeriin
elämä olevaisuus
taikojen taika
itse nyt
aivojen taika tuulien
ihminen luotiin
lailla luulien
tietoisuus-tietäen havannoi
pelot pois pyyhkii lailla tuulien
rakkaus pyhittää kaiken
luulin sen (nyt tiedän sen!)
tyydyttää lapsen lailla unien
kärsivällisyys tuudita viisaus vaippaan sen
ryyditä elämänkokemus
saappaan sen
sekoita galaxin lailla
vaippaasi sen (vaippaa's)
tähtien lailla kokevat sen
elämien pituudet
valitset sen
kosmisen lain ylitse
säilytät ken
vartijat pistät ohjaamaan tiedot sen
sekoittajat viemään
läpi illuusioiden
ystävät tukemaan
oppaaksi läpi rakkauden
ihmiset elämään
luonasi luovuuden
Pureutuu Ihminen
rakkuden syövereihin
kauas sudämensä uumeniin
mielen taakse itsensä pyörteisiin
totuuden taakse
itse jumaluuteen
pyhistä pyhimpään
oman itsen uumeniin
aikojen mysteeriin
elämän olevaisuus
taikojen taika
itse nyt aivojen
taika takaa tuulien
ihminen luotiin..lailla..luulien..
tietoisuus tietäen havannoi pelot pois pyyhkii
lailla tuulien
rakkaus pyhittää kaiken
luulin sen
tyydyttää lapsen lailla unien
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